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Hello everyone,  Here I am talking about covid 19 again.  To be honest, I'm no longer following covid 19 news again lately.  Because it make me stress and devastated.  The more I read news about covid, the more I get stress.  Back then I hope, after vaccine then everything get better.  But hey, I'm wrong.  After vaccine nothing really happen.  Covid still here and even mutate into Omicron Variant.  Great!!!!  Now, 2022. After 2 years battling with covid.  Is anything get better?  No.  Is covid finally gone?  No.  What we got after 2 years are series of lockdown and border close.  Yes. That's it.  Oh other things that coming with it, such as a lot of people losing their job.  And also a lot of people cant fly back home to meet family. Many small business died.  And personally for me, Covid fuck up my life.  It's eating my soul, alive.  If there's no covid or covid is handled well and ...

Hello teman-teman semua,  Sebenernya ada postingan lain yang aku mau post sebelum postingan ini.  Cuma kayaknya ini lebih penting untuk di share, jadi aku bikin post ini buat naik duluan.  Tada....  Ini haul aku buat SAS bulan Januari ini.  Di SAS kali ini aku grab 3 body mist.  Full size Marigold and Cane sugar, Full Size Open Sky, Travel Size Winter Candy Apple.  Dan dari ketiganya yang paling favorit open sky.  Ga tau kenapa ada yang review negatif open sky, karena menurutku beneran enak.  Tapi namanya fragrance kan balik lagi ke selera ya.  SAS kali ini ga beli banyak karena, harus mulai berhemat.  Karena per Januari aku resign dari pekerjaanku.  Nanti kalau udah ada sumber penghasilan lagi baru bisa beli agak banyak pas SAS Summer.  Buat yang pada penasaran, SAS itu Semi Annual Sale.  Jadi pas SAS ini harga produk di Bath and Body Works biasanya tinggal setengah harga.  Mereka diskon 50%, jadi cocok buat yan...

  Hi,  I'm listening to 60 Minutes Worship tonight.  Not finish yet, but will finish it later.  I usually listen on it at office while I did my work.  It help me a lot.  Remind me that even though things seems uncertain for me, God will never leave me alone.  And I know, that God have beautiful plan for me ahead.  To be honest, I'm still trying to do night prayer regularly.  I pray before sleep but it is more of before sleep prayer.  So I try to do night prayer more now.  Sometimes when I do night prayer, I will end up cry in my pray.  Because I do feel my heart is very heavy.  And when I pray, I talk to God, my Father in the heaven.  I talk about everything and that make me cry, as I'm unloading my heavy heart burden.  As for now, I'm doing good.  Still up and down la.  Some days I'm ok, some days I'm feeling down.  I'm still trying hard to not feeling this way anymore.  But this is hard. Ver...

Hello semuanya,  Hari ini aku mau share body mist dengan wangi gourmand atau wangi kue, yang jadi favoritku sepanjang 2021. Kalau ada yang lebih suka wangi fruity atau wangi bunga, di tunggu di postingan selanjutnya ya.  Nanti aku post body mist dengan wangi fruity dan bunga yang jadi favoritku di 2021. Ada 5 body mist dengan wangi gourmand yang aku favoritkan di tahun 2021 lalu.  Dan karena favorit, itu kalau kalian intip isinya sebenernya pada kurang dari setengah...haha...  Hampir tiap hari dipake soalnya.  Pertama aku mau bahas dari yang range harganya rada mahal dulu ya.  Bath and body work ini kalau pencinta body mist dan parfume harusnya udah ga asing lagi.  Harganya kalo lagi ga ada diskon rata-rata 299k - 359k. Tapi mereka sering bikin mix and match, beli 3 gratis 1 atau beli 2 gratis 1. Atau kalau ga, bisa stock pas lagi ada body care diskon atau body mist diskon.  Soalnya harganya bisa drop ke 150k - 179k per botol.  Untung banget ...

Hi,  Like you all know, I have trackers on my bujo.  I track my skincare, my vitamins, my mood, my sleep.  And I'm actually a bit freak out now.  I mean, even if I didn't really express or showing it to people but my mood tracker is really bad.  Look at that.  We are just in first week of january but my mood tracker look that bad.  To make you understand how to read it.  Green = Happy Orange = Flat (Not Happy but Not Sad either)  Yellow = Sad And as you see in 7 days only, 5 of it in yellow color.  That's really make me scared.  Did something wrong happen with me?  Or I just being a drama queen that sad for almost every day?  One of the reason why I quit my job also because of this.  Because I feel sad almost every day and of course I don't want people see it, in the end it is affecting me at work.  I didn't really feel like 100%. If you really want to know, all day I just want to be on my bed and sleep.  Wh...

Hi everyone,  Today I'm sad.  I know some people just can't ever take the truth and the way they will defend themself are by twisting truth.  But I just never know if it went that far.  Someone bad mouthing about me.  Claiming herself as a victim.  When actually, she is not!  She just fake.  But people buy her story.  It's ok.  Will be finish in 2 days.  Then bye bye all shit.  There were good time.  A lot memories and experience.  Just some people is cant take the truth, cant accept mistake they did.  Very human.  Blaming others for their own incapability.  Anyway that's not thing that I want to talk about today.  Actually, I'm about to share something that I bought to help me calm down and reducing stress.  Tada.....  I bought adult coloring book, Me & my color art.  I always like coloring.  But never know if there is coloring book for adult (sigh, feels like just come out...

Hello Everyone,  Apa kabar?  Kabarku hari ini baik.  Happy, ga juga. Tapi juga ga sedih sih.  Jadi bisa di bilang moodnya flat.  Anyways, hari ini mau share menu dinner aku 2 hari yang lalu.  Kepiting Mentega Bawang atau Garlic Butter Crab.  Jadi awalnya tuh ngeliat post status WA temenku ndun.  Dia post kepiting asam manis. Dan entah kenapa tiba-tiba aku juga tergiur pengen makan kepiting buat dinner...hahaha..  Karena ga mungkin juga masak kepiting kan, jadi beli kepiting mateng aja pake gojek.  Dan karena aku paling suka kalo di masak garlic butter, jadi pilih yang saus mentega bawang.  Jeng...Jeng...Jeng...  Inilah penampakannya kepiting mentega bawang.  Emang sih kelihatan biasa aja, tapi enak....  Apalagi di makan pake nasi anget-anget, uh....Yummy. Dan selesai.  Cuma mau cerita ini aja sih sebenernya.  Fotonya juga cuma 1 aja karena awalnya foto karena asal foto aja.  Ga ada niatan mau dijadiin b...

Hi everyone,  Hari ini aku mau share "whats in my bag?" Atau dalam bahasa indonesia "Ada apa di dalam tasku?". Btw, ini tas yang sekarang lagi sering aku pakai ya.  Bukan tas kerja, kalau kerja aku pakai ransel (karena naik gojek).  Agak ribet kalo kerja pake tas kecil gini.  Anyways, tasku ini dari Les Catino. Harganya juga murah, beli pas ada diskon 2 tas Rp 199k. Ini bukan iklan/endorse ya, beli pakai uang sendiri.  Cuma mau share aja.  Seperti biasa karena lagi pandemi maka selalu bawa hand sanitizer.  Di dalam tas yang ga pernah lupa di bawa tissue basah, tissue kering, dompet kartu, masker cadangan.  Sebenarnya kalo hand sanitizer sebelum pandemi juga selalu bawa sih.  Tapi sekarang lebih lagi, ga pernah ketinggalan.  Kalau dompet sekarang jarang bawa, karena jarang punya duit cash.  Palingan bawa dompet kartu aja karena kan ga mungkin kalau ga bawa KTP atau kartu peduli lindungi.  Dan udah sih itu aja.  Udah ga pern...

Happy New Year Everyone.  I cant believe time goes so fast and today is 2022 already.  My new year eve nothing special.  But I feel a lot more calmer now and not as hysterical as before.  Which means I no longer crying all the time and start using my brain to think about productive things.  Anyway, I want to share with you my bullet journal (bujo) 2022 setup.  I just start again this year and bujo help me reduce stress.  While I setting it up, somehow it reducing my stress.  I want to be more organize so I decided using bullet journal.  I cant really function with digital planner.  I remember more if I write it, rather than typing it on phone (weird and old school, I know..).  And what I like with bujo is I can make it very personal.  I can put anything that I want in it.  Plus, as I'm not an aesthetic person, my bujo will be more of something that organize my mind and time.  Because I always have so much ideas and th...